Monday, November 06, 2006
Been a somewhat long day.I'm bored out of my wits.There's nothing to do,other than station my ass right here,in front of the comp.Been staring at the screen since almost 8 in the morning,and I'm still here.I hate Monday's.Suppose to be studying for my accounts exam tomorrow,but what the heck.Maybe later.
Been around lately,and sadly,there are so many peeps suffering from the negative side of love.Its so sad,that its getting more and more complicated.Its sad,but guys are the worst jerks sometimes.I admit,I'm quite a jerk.Its sad,but I never perceived myself in such an image,until this year.
Yeah,I know.Its crazy sometimes,I lose myself.I mean,whoever said there won't be rough times,but only good times?Comes in part and parcel I guess.Well,learning from my mistakes are the only way I'll progress.After getting fired by certain parties,it kinda sucks.Too much has been happening in a week.Just glad its a new week.Hopefully,there's something I can look forward to.
Hmm,probably gonna switch from postpaid to prepaid today.Gone are the long calls,or even the short ones,depending on situation.But more smses!Hehe...Already deducted 50 bucks from my monthly allowance to pay for my bill this month.Haha...Less 50 bucks to spend.Oh crap...Guess gotta plan more.
Just bored.Guess I gotta really go study my accounts now.Sigh,I'm missing her so much.Gosh,it hurts so bad.Spent the whole morning smsing,but yet,it ain't enough.Ugh,gotta go keep myself busy.Study.Damn...I'll be waiting for you.
I Can't Hate You Anymore by Nick Lachey
An empty room can be so deafening,
The silence makes you wanna scream,
It drives you crazy.
I chased away the shadows of your name,
And burned the picture in a frame,
But it couldn't save me.
And how could we quit something we never even tried,
Well you still can't tell me why.
We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what you're looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore
....I can't hate you anymore.
You're not the person that you used to be,
The one I want who wanted me,
And that's a shame but,
There's only so many tears that you can cry.
Before it drains the light right from your eyes,
And I can't go on that way.
And so I'm letting go of everything we were,
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.
We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what you're looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore.
Sometimes you hold so tight,
It slips right through your hands.
Will I ever understand?
We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what you're looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore [x2]
-Matt-