Judgement day! Towards the later part of the morning,did some rather deep thinking.As usual,found out where I've been misleading myself,and been causing too many problems.Looking deep right into the source and the reason why I'm still breathing,the heart,and attempted to unravel the misteries behind it,as to why I'm causing all the problems.

Found out quite a bit in a day.Just glancing deep into myself,realized where I've gone wrong,and how I've done her wrong.Sense of guilt just swept over me,causing me to just hit the ground,and ponder about all the mistakes I've done,all the 'crimes' I've commited.

Realized,that I've got to be commited to alter this personality,and change the perception of how things are suppose to be.Having pre-conceived ideas don't really help either.There's just too many aspects of my thoughts that I need to change.Covers a whole wide area of changing my lifestyle even.

Therefore,with this blog as my witness,this post as a guideline,and whoever's reading this,you're all witnesses.I solemnly vow,to change myself,for the better,and whatever mistakes I make,I'll bear the responsibility,and learn from them,for myself,and for us.I love you baby!And I'm sorry.

-Matt-