Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Ever wondered just how nothing seems to fall in place,and you're thinking,"Oh crap,I'm having a bad day?" What happens when you have consecutive bad days and things just ain't looking up anymore.Well,if you haven't,I can tell you how sucky things can be,cause the whole friggin week's messed up!I can even list it down!
1.Personal problems that plagued me on Monday(Thank God its solved,somewhat).
2.An annoying guy calls me up,and annoys the @#$% outta me.
3.Assignment's pretty much screwed up,and we gotta improvise!
This all happened on Monday alone,and I had the whole stupid day off.Of all days,I had to have a bad day.Normally,rationally thinking,Monday's determine the week and how well it'll go and things like that.What happens if you start your Monday's that way?You would think thats the end?Wait,there's more.
4.My friggin shoelaces broke the minute I walked into college.
5.Couldn't find notes for my stupid Business Comm. presentation! Useless search engines!
6.My best friend(or was) indirectly insulted my baby(Screw you @#$%@$!). So we ain't talking!
Ah,that all happened yesterday.Lets see what happened today.
7.Woke up 1st thing in the morning,got scolded by my dad!
8.My stupid handphone's earpiece ain't working.I can't hear anything when a call is made or received.Guess what?I gotta use the handsfree!
I'm just waiting,expecting whats gonna happen next! Anything can happen.I've got another long day ahead of me.My stupid assignment dateline is due tomorrow,added with the annoying accounts exam.What can I say?I've been having a really bad week.All I can say is,I'm so fed up of all this @#$% thats happening.
I ain't gonna cry over this $#!+.Its not worth crying.I ain't no crybaby!Don't think that you were my best friend,you can simply insult my baby! I've forgiven you,though I'm still friggin mad.And I'll pretend like nothing happen,and drop the subject.But don't expect me to go begging for forgiveness from you.If you ain't gonna even talk to me,then screw you!
I can't stand the likes of you.Yes,I felt a real deep hurt when you insulted the both of us,but its all your friggin fault.You may say I can't think rationally because I'm angry and stuff,but were you ever thinking rationally when you insulted me and stuff?I don't think so.So,if you ain't gonna apologize,then really,get outta my life and hers.Leave us alone.
I don't wanna stoop down so low like you,and insult you back.It just ain't me.I'm not as malicious as that.I'm sorry,but you've just reinforced my mind,that friends,and not best friends are never trustworthy.I don't even know you now.The guy I knew,would never do such a thing.Who the heck are you?Leave us alone.
I'll still consider you as a friend,but if this is how you want things to be,then so be it.It all goes to show,that real best friends are more understanding,and will always be there for you.Now you see where my priorities lie.Thats why,she comes 1st before any of you.No offence,but I love her to bits,and nothing will change that.
If you ain't gonna apologize to me,I don't care.But if you wanna make things right,you better darn right apologize to her.You should know by now,that she comes right after God and my family in my list of priorities.Nothing will ever change that.She's my best friend.Nobody messes around with my best friend,and gets away with it.
Baby,I love you so much! Don't blame yourself for anything,kay?Its not your fault!
Lets see how my week progresses so far.I ain't giving up,and I'm trying to avoid breakdown!Persevere Matt,persevere.God help me as I go through this really really tough period.I need Your strength!Don't wanna breakdown and die in the midst of it all.Argh!
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Hi you dear pretenders.You guys actually think you're so damn cool?Well well well,I've got news for you.You're not.You can pretend all you want,but I know whats hiding behind those masks'.You ain't fooling me.I'm not that stupid and densed to know whats hidden behind them.
Laugh at me for all I care.It never occurs to you that I have feelings does it?Well,if thats how you wanna play,two can play at this game.Ever heard the saying "You scratch my back,I'll scratch yours?" Here's something new,"You hit me,I'll hit you,TWICE!" Friend wanna-be's.Thats all you bunch of peeps ever were to me.
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Here's something nice to talk about,away from all the tragedies and mishaps of my week.Gotta thank someone for always being there,though its not felt.Its just nice to see the care and concern showed and to know someone cares.Thanks for your smses.They really help me feel better.
PS: Don't worry about the dog bites! You'll be fine.Hahaha. =P Hope that you'll be able to keep in constant touch. =)
-Matt-