Tuesday, October 10, 2006
On this very day,16 years ago,a lil girl was born.Today's her 16th birthday,and I'm so glad to have met her.She brings the colour into my world,which will otherwise be black and white.She puts the smile on my face,which will otherwise be gloomy.She's the pleasant thoughts that keep my mind from worrying.
She's the sweet taste in my life,which will otherwise be tasteless.She's the sunshine in my world when I'm feeling all alone and without hope,and the grey clouds seem to overcome me.She's the companion thats always there,that backs me up,supports me,and keeps me going.She's the inspiration,that inspires my heart,to write out and express my feelings through poems and such.
She's the one who'll lower my ego when it becomes too large.She's the one who'll keep me sane and in the right mind when I tend to go crazy.She's the sweet dreams that I have,that ensures I have a peaceful and a sound night.Her voice is the most pleasant sound to any human ears,or at least to mine.
Her eyes are the most beautiful eyes to die for,and it seemed as if I could get lost in them.Her lips are the most luscious lips I've ever seen(Hahaha,this might sound a lil wrong,but please do not get the wrong idea).Her hair,has the most sweet smelling aroma that seems to fill the room when she walks in,or at least,to me.She has the softest fingers,with the most delicate of touches.
She's just been a real blessing to me,and I really wanna thank God for her.She's just so sweet,kind,and caring,that I feel so blessed.She really is the biggest blessing that He's ever given to me,and for that,I'm so thankful.
So,to my dearest darling,I love you so much.Thanks for always being there.Happy Birthday baby! I hope you have a great one.You deserve it after your finals.Have a good day!
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Coming out from the cinema,it seemed as if I was caught up in the world that was portrayed by the movie.Was dazed at how such a movie could make such an impact on me.Totally taken aback by the storyline that somehow captivated the essense of the human ethics and their tendency to conform to others,just to fit in with the 'in' croud.
Somehow,it left a stinging effect on me,a not too good feeling I might add.Suddenly felt lonely,and it couldn't get any worse with the ongoing situation.Yet,still gotta put on that familiar mask routinely,knowing that,if I don't,I would constantly be bombarded with questions which has no certain answers.
Instead of feeling better after the movie,I felt a lil sense of loneliness.Oh My Gosh!! What the heck's wrong with me?Sigh...Shall overcome this nonsense,once again,like I've always done.Must find a way,to stop all these thoughts from interferring with my life.
Good thing is,I managed to do some window shopping,checking out some stuff,preparing to buy some presents,especially for Christmas.Its funny,but the month of October has a lot of birthdays.Oh crap.Christmas will be another upcoming festive season.Gotta start planning my finances.
Other than that,had a good day.Watched the movie with a best friend who I've not seen in ages.Thanks a lot.You were probably the only person who was available,and willing to 'teman' me out for a movie.Thanks.Missed your company,though we hardly had any time to catch up.
Met a few old friends,classmates,ex classmates.A public holiday spent at 1U,you're definitely bound to meet someone familiar there.However,the environment was once again crowded.Packed with peeps,it was to no surprise that there were peeps everywhere.Sigh....
Get outta my head!!
-Matt-