Sunday, October 01, 2006
Dear Baby,
Its freezing cold here in Sydney.Its winter here,as you probably know.It really doesn't get any colder than this.Its like an average of -20 degree celcius.Having a cup of instant noodles every night before getting my rest does help,but I could use a better working heater instead of the current heater thats just ain't hot enough.
I guess nothing beats having you around to put my arms around,not just for the sake of body warmth,but I missed you so.It just ain't the same here all alone.My college buddies are hopeless.They don't care whether I'm alive,or whether I'm dead.It kinda sucks with my best friend half the world away.
Just imagine how lonely winter nights can be.However,the view is magnificent.Every morning,its like a land filled with cotton.Especially the view from where I live,its just so lovely,seeing snowflakes everywhere and all.Every morning,I see kids playing with the snow that the cold winter night wind has brought.
Its such a joy to see the smiles on their happy faces.How I wished I could be as carefree as them.A kid really is the happiest person in the world sometimes,don't you think?The only person who can actually make me feel carefree,is you.I've missed you so terribly,it kills knowing that it'll be a while before I actually see you again.
I missed those late nights at Starbucks,sipping our hot coffee.I missed holding your hands,walking along the park,lost in a world of our own.I missed the scent of your hair,the smell that so often lingered in the air.I missed the kisses that we once shared,knowing that time stopped everytime we were together.
Who could forget those movies we watched together,holding you in my arms,with your head on my shoulders,enjoying your company more than I was watching the movies.It seems like nothing else mattered anymore just having you in my arms.It seemed as if your eyes glowed with love,everytime I looked into them.I love you so much.
I know I can trust you to take care of yourself.You won't disappoint me will you?Wait for me.I know it won't be long,but it seems like eternity before I'll be back,but wait for me.I'll be back.I wanna share the rest of my life with you.Don't give up on me,cause I'll never give up on you.Wait for me,my dearest darling.
PS:Will drop you another letter soon.
-Matt-