Friday, September 01, 2006
Tagged! =)
Things About My Perfect Lover
- The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different things about his/her perfect lover
- Must mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
- Tag 8 other victims and add a heart on their blog.
- If you are tagged a second time, there is no need of doing this.
- Lastly, most importantly, have fun doing it.
1.Loving - She must love me for me,and not because of other stuff.
2.Caring - She must care for me,be there when I'm down,and show concern everytime.This is especially needed cause I'm a bit insecure. =P
3.Sweet - Who doesn't like pampering?I don't know how to say this,but well,girls are naturally sweet,aren't they?
4.Taker - Someone,who'll receive and take,when I give something or spend her something.When I say can,means can.When I say I wanna spend,means I wanna spend.
5.Supportive - Someone who's always there to support me when I fall.As long as I'm on the right track,she should be my biggest supporter.
6.Short - Short as in someone shorter than me.I don't fancy girls taller than me.It would be quite embarassing.
7.Jealous - Haha,okay,I'm running outta traits.Don't know what else to put.A lil jealousy won't kill.Just a lil. =)
8.Pretty - Looks are only half of a perfect lover.Outer beauty doesn't last.Inner beauty does.Character is more important I would say.
I tag whoever's reading this.Haha.Nyeh! =P By the way,there's no such thing as a perfect lover.Here's something for you to ponder on.
"Nobody's perfect,till we fall in love with them."
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Surrounded by feelings of insecurity.Pushed to the limits.Tested beyond my patience.And changed beyond my recognition.Definitely,its gonna be a weekend of testing,as I try to put this aside,and outta my life,and move on to greater things in store for me.I know more than ever,my future's brighter than it was before.
Without a doubt,the only thing holding me back is this,and the longer I hang on to it,the worse it becomes.Gotta really make an effort to just push this aside.Easier said than done,but who said challenges in life would be easy anyway?Being emo doesn't really help.It only serves to make things worse.
Blocking all these thoughts will be a challenge,but I believe I can do it.Sometimes,being too easy going takes its toll on me too.Just gotta put my foot down firmly,and say,"I'm gonna overcome this."The challenges of life,always present to really shape and mold me into the person He wants me to be.
The future is definitely uncertain,and more than ever,I believe that now,after my life took a drastic turn,but for the better.A change can happen anytime.A constant reminder that my future's in His hands is definitely needed.This weekend will probably prove to be the most hectic and stressed up yet.Then again,its all part and parcel of life's journey.
There's always that time when we feel stressed up,and pressure squeezes you till there's really no juice left in you.Moments like this,create a sort of tension that builds up within.Its like being placed in a pressure cooker,and the heat is turned on,where you gotta do everything in your power to survive.
For now,I'd say I'm hoping for strong support,someone to fall back on when I need you there.I hope its not too much to ask for.Just get me through this weekend,and then,I promise you,I'll never look back on this matter again.Can you promise me that you'll always be there to hold my hand,and to walk the way with me?
I know I can count on you.I just need a constant reminder.Sigh,being insecure doesn't really help my situation.I really gotta say,you've been the most understanding person close to me,thats really taken the time to help me through.I'll definitely give you my 100% once this weekend is over,and I can finally devote it all to you.
Till then,you gotta bear with me for this week.I'm in the process,and its getting tougher,but I think with your help,I'll be able to make it through this weekend.The end of the tunnel is near.Just need you to hold my hand,and walk with me,as I grasp my way through.You've been the best I could possibly ask for.
Just bear with me until this week is over.I know that as long as you're there to pull me up,we'll make it through.Slowly,you'll help me feel secure again,and regain that self-confidence that has been crushed to the point of no recognition.Walk me through this tunnel...
-Matt-