Saturday, September 16, 2006
Today's a special day! My bloggie is celebrating its 100th post.Happy 100th Anniversary bloggie!
Managed to catch "Little Man" at the cinema's yesterday with Linda dear and Eu Jin! It was hilarious.Laughed till I cried.If you haven't seen it,I'm recommending you!Go watch it! It was cool.Got to spend time with the both of them,especially Linda dear.Haven't went out for a movie together for so long.
Anyway,asides from that,did nothing much.Was tired out,and really burned out.Whole day I was away from home.My day didn't end so well.Got a wee bit too touchy,and got pissed off.A very small matter,and things were unintentionally said,but I guess I was a lil too tired as well.It kinda hurt me coming from someone I love.
I don't know why I took it to heart,and got offended over a small thing.I was just so upset,till I neglected everyone there,especially her.I was just really pissed off.In fact,it hurt so bad,it broke my heart.I really couldn't handle it.I was so down in the dumps.I couldn't handle the fact that my ego was shot down.
They say the closest peeps hurt us the most,and that was proven to be so true.I had to cry before I could sleep.It was just so painful,and probably the activities and all during the day,just magnified the problem and the hurt to be 100 times bigger or something.I made a mountain out of a molehill.
Just wanna apologize to all my peeps for my rather bad mood yesterday,and a very special sorry to you.I should never have gotten mad at you,nor should I have made you apologize.I'm just so sorry.I really hope with all my heart that you'll be able to forgive me.I guess I was really extra sensitive due to my tiredness.
Guess I'll just have to correct this weakness in me.Got so many things to do this morning.Gotta get ready and pack and all for the missions trip.So tiring.Gonna be 1 heck of a busy morning.Gotta prepare my testimony in Bahasa as well. =/ Well,guess I won't be blogging for tomorrow.So if you peeps wanna reach me,you know my number.
What a way to celebrate my 100th post.Suppose to be a good kinda way,but I guessed I left my own blot in what was suppose to be a great day.My bad.Sorry peeps. =/
-Matt-