Sunday, August 27, 2006
If waiting was a game,I'd be the biggest loser for sure.As hard as it may be,waiting is an essential part of life.Patience is a virtue.Just that,waiting sometimes leaves me with a whole load of uncertainty.Well,if waiting gives you the ultimate prize,wouldn't you want to wait?Its not easy,but it'll be worth it all.
For me,time is a game.Depends on how well you play it,and the deck of cards that you've been given.Hmm,been giving it alot of thought lately.Always wondered,what it would be like if I didn't have to wait everytime I wanted something.It would be pure ecstacy,cloud 9,7th heaven.Whatever you wanna call it.Guess everything has its own timing.
Meanwhile,I've learnt to enjoy the process.Getting to know a person more and more is indeed a process,but enjoyable nonetheless.Seems agonizingly long,like eternity,but well,with great rewards to be reaped,I'll take my chances.I must say,time has a liking for slowing things down.In our day and age of modern technology,everything must be instant,even matters like this.
Pushing myself through the boundaries,its not my 1st time venturing here.Been there,done that.I've been here before some time back.Just a different scenario.Shoot myself in the arm,and refuse to treat the wound.No matter.I'm young.I can spare the extra time.Meanwhile,I'll just enjoy the process,and keep myself contented.Time...
Self-torture.
-Matt-