Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Tagged! (again...)
Instructions:Name 10 of life's simple pleasures that you like the most, then pick 10 people to do the same. Try to be original and creative; try not to use things that someone else has already used.(In no particular order)
1.Football,football,and football.
2.Bowling.
3.Hanging out with peeps.
4.SMSing.
5.Blogging.
6.Eye-candy?(Those of you who understand me,you're smart!)
7.Chatting online.
8.Driving.(More like speeding...=P)
9.Eating.
10.Going to church!
As long as you're reading this,you're tagged,whoever you are.
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Ever had the feeling you've got a big decision on your hands,and you have no idea what to do cause your mind's in a mess?Divided by 2 choices,I'm baffled as to what to do now.Its crazy.You won't believe what's going through my head now.I can't concentrate even when I'm practising my piano.I'm losing my focus,and tomorrow's the stupid exam.Doom's day!!
For the 1st time in my life,I can't decide for myself what to do next.Time isn't that kind to me either.Its playing around with me.I know,I'm running out of time.What should I do?Argh.I can't decide.Following my heart ain't no use.Its undecided as well.The issues of the heart,can be terribly tiring at times.
My mind's totally useless when it comes to stuff like this.All the emo stuff belongs to my heart's department.I wish someone would knock me out and make the decision for me.Though I know 1 thing's for sure.With the kind of time remaining,a decision is imminent.It has to be made within this few days.Probably by the end of this week.
After my wretched exam,then I can concentrate on what to do next.I don't care.I can't stay uncertain this way.I must know what I want.Yet,its a 2 sided thing.I can't make this decision on my own.Damn it!Why must my life be so complicated?I'm only 18 for crying out loud.Oh crap.This is tough again.
Consequences are always there.I don't wanna face them for possibly making a wrong choice.Well,I know how devastating the consequences can be.I know it too well,but I'm not gonna allow it to overwhelm me,and sit on me.Its time,to make a decision.After the stupid piano exam tomorrow,I guess 4 days will be enough.
Shoot.My head!Man,if this doesn't kill,I don't know what will.Sigh.
Dateline set: 27th August.
Its important,and it needs time,but I don't wanna stay in the state of confusion,of not knowing what I want.I'm gonna have to rush it,so I can clear my mind,and get on with what I need to do,like assignments and studies.Can't let this drag me down for the rest of the month and even onwards.Exciting isn't it?
Stressful is what I can say. *Tick tock tick tock* As the clock ticks fatefully,to that day of decision,as well as tomorrow's piano exam!Prayer is what I need.Peace out.
-Matt-