Monday, August 21, 2006
I Can Still Vividly Recall by Matt
I can still vividly recall,
The day you walked out on me,
A day,I now call 'My fall',
And it seemed that it was done with glee.
So low and depressed back then,
With more than I can hold inside,
With the deception that "I can..."
I fell apart,without putting up a fight.
Paranoid I became,day by day,
'Trust' was a word seemingly misused,
On that fateful month of May,
Damage limitation,was all I could do to stop the blood that oozed.
Without a spark of hope,
I lost my sanity,
I heard you gloat,
As I now faced a massive calamity.
Trekking my way back uphill,
Seemed like a task impossible to achieve,
It was hard,with a big gap inside no one could fill,
Then came a voice,whispering, "Just believe."
After what seemed like eternity,
I made it to the peak of the hill,
I had conquered what seemed like insanity,
And was before,on the verge to yield.
Faced with the past,
Even to the point of being haunted,
I don't wanna ever end up last,
In life's race,and be taunted.
To say the least,
I face a dillema ahead of me,
And ignorance is definitely not bliss,
Only I hold the key.
Or maybe not,
Cause in the end,after a battle has been fought,
Me winning or losing,is not in my hands,
Its all in your hands,as fit for you to see it made amends.
I do not know what or why this happens,
It could be,my world darkens,
Yet,I really don't wanna fall,
Not again,because...
I can still vividly recall.
-Matt-