Monday, July 31, 2006
Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people. But you never forget them and sometimes it's those memories that give us the faith to go on.
I'm a first believer in the power of change. But there is one thing I've learned, and that's the hardest part of moving forward is not looking back.
Do what makes you happy.Be with those who make you smile & laugh as much as you breathe.
Life's about taking risks; You can't look back; You have to trust yourself; Keep believing you did the right thing; & in the end things might work out the way it's supposed to be.
Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow, we must fall in order to know. Sometimes our vision is only clear after our eyes are washed clear with tears.
It’s the rule of life that everything you have always wanted comes the very second you stop looking.
I realize now, that when your heart breaks, you gotta fight like hell to make sure you're still alive. Because you are & the pain you feel; it's life. The confusion and the fear that's there to remind you that, somewhere out there, there's something better and that something is worth fighting for.
High school changes people. Some for the better, some for the worst but if one thing is true; you find out who your real friends are.
Old enough to know better, young enough to do it anyways.
I wouldn't change the past for anything. I wouldn't change the way I felt, the things I did, or what I said. I wouldn't change who I was, or what you meant to me. The only thing I would change is the way you felt towards me...
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing upthese are the best days of our lives. The only thing that matters is just following your heart & eventually you'll finally get it right.
What’s worse than having an enemy,is having a friend that doesn't care.
You will never
lose by loving ...
but you'll always
lose by holding back...
Sometimes whether you're ready or not, love strikes you & sometimes you have the answers & sometimes you're lost for words & sometimes you don't know what to do; but you can never make it disappear just cause you want it to & just cause its hard doesn't mean you can't deal with it, cause in the end, its always worth it.
RULE NUMBER ONE OF LOVE: You can never be "just friends" with someone that you’re in love with.
Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect; it just means you've decided to look beyond the imperfections...
The fact that you broke me wasn't what was hard to deal with,it's knowing I'd go through it again.
We get in the biggest fights with the people we care about the most cause those are the relationships we're willing to fight for.
Maybe there are no right moments, right guys,right answers, maybe sometimes you.. just..have to do what your heart says.
I'm so pissed at myself. That's right pissed at myself, not you. I'm pissed for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didn't do, for getting attached, making you my life, depending on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you, following you, changing for you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, & most of all for not hating you, which I know I should, but I just can't.
Its weird to think about how different your life would be if you never met the person who changed it.
"I’m sorry's" do not fix broken hearts."Oopsies" do not dry tears."I'll be better next time's" are just a waste of time.& "I promise's" don't mean anything anymore.
Sometimes,goodbyes are actually intended to be forever.
Someone asked me if I knew you..a million memories flashed through my mind and I whispered, "..not anymore"
FATE decides who walks into your life YOU decide who stays. Who you let walk away & whom you refuse to let leave you.
Always tell someone how you feel mean what u say & say what u mean even when it's hard, because opportunities are lost in a blink of an eye but regrets can last a lifetime.
Happily ever afters are only in books,so wake up,'cause this life doesn't get any better.
The only thing harder than walking away... is never turning back.
We always believe our first love is our last, & our last love is our first.
Beginnings are scary, endings are sad it's the middle that counts the most so don't look so hard for happy endings..Cause you might miss the best part of the story.
Even though we aren't together,& we were never really official, it felt so real; so good. It will take awhile to adjust to the thought of not seeing you every day. I'm so afraid of forgetting the sound of your voice.
One day friendship and love met and love asked, "why do you exist when I'm already here?" friendship replied, "I'm here to bring smiles when you bring tears."
When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry; show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.
If we're truly meant to be we'll find a way back to each other.
Why waste your time getting hurt by someone, when there's someone else out there waiting to make you happy?
Letting go of someone special to you is hard. But holding on to someone who doesn't feel the same way is even harder.
I'm tired of pretending...that I don't love you anymore.
Everyone keep's telling me to just get over you & to move on,they obviously don't understand just how hard I've already tried.
It seems there will always be that one wish you cant have one thing you cant take back & one memory you'd do anything to have again.
Even though at times things arerough...You gotta keep your head up when it's tough.
People are fake& aren't what they seem.They put on an act & don’t say what they really mean.Through all of the drama you gotta SMILE,because it gets better. It looks BAD now...but it won’t be this way FOREVER.
I think sometimes, you have to lose someone completely before you can figure out what they really mean to you.
I sit at the computer waiting for you to get on but then you do and I realize...it doesn't matter, cause you don't talk to me and I can't talk to you because I’m afraid.
I hate how we never got our chance to see what we could have been. I hate how I know I’m not over you & how I pretend to be. I hate how you've totally moved on, & you have no idea that I haven't.
Have you ever just sat in the dark, blasted music and thought about the lyrics? Well I have and every song that comes on, I always find some way to relate to you.
And if one day you noticed we haven't talked in awhile, it's not because I don't care anymore; it's because you've pushed me away.
I just want a different ending to our same old story; let's try to make it last this time and prove them all wrong.
As you go through life you'll see there is so much that we don't understand & the only thing we know is things don't always go the way we planned..
Life is about trusting your feelings & taking chances, losing and finding happiness. Appreciating the memories and learning from the pain & realizing that people always change.
You can't just be friends with someone you're in love with; it's just not that easy.
I'm done trying, either you love me and want me, or you don't.
The future is in your hands.
LOVE is like a rumour everybody talks about it but hardly anyone really knows.
Love is a reason for living, a reason for trying, a reason for life.
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything that comes along their way. You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough.
Issues, problems, drama all makes me really wanna stop the life I'm living all this effort I am giving trying to be glad & everything's making me sad. Why doesn't it all just stop? I kinda hate life a lot.
Sometimes the smallest decisions can change your life forever.
Don't try so hard because the good things come when you least expect them.
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Just some quotes that someone sent to me(Thanks Kel Li =P). Just read on.Its mostly about love.Helps you understand this thing called love,that seems to be the most powerful force on earth,but yet,the hardest and most complicated to understand.Always misunderstood and interpreted in the wrong way.
Its wierd.It has the power to change a person,makes you do stuff for another person,that you wouldn't do for anyone else,gives you the best moments of your life,makes you laugh when you've lost all reason to love,puts you at the top of the world,gives you so much joy.In the same breath,it makes you cry,hurts you so bad,causes depression,and breaks your heart,and rips it out,shreds it into pieces.
Yet,it never ends.The only thing that last with it,is hope and peace.Together,love,hope and peace is the only thing that will last forever.Love is a beautiful thing,when shared with that special someone,who feels for you,the way you feel for that someone.Think carefully before going into any relationship,cause regrets can last a lifetime.
This is good stuff.Enjoy reading.Maybe,you'll get into a more deeper depth on this subject.Maybe it'll help you think carefully.Maybe,you'll think carefully about taking that step,that could either make you,or break you.I know I've been enlightened.Peace out!
-Matt-
PS: Thanks Aunty Josephine,for your support.It helped boost my confidence. =)