Sunday, June 25, 2006
Hello peeps.Its a Sunday,which means,tomorrow is a Monday.Crap!Now I know what someone meant when she told me she hated Sunday's cause the next day would be Monday,which means,stress,exams,and everything not nice.This week is truly gonna be a testing week,but I thank God He is here to pull me through.
Had our final practise today for the Worship Team Gathering this Saturday,and we're doing fine.Everything's set.Wanna take this opportunity to advertise and do some publicity!Harvest Community Church(HCC) is having a Youth Concert on the 2nd of September.Altered Frequency is gonna perform.Don't have much details yet,but its gonna be awesome.So whoever's interested,please let me know.Will fill you in on the details once I have them.Here's my contact.Do e-mail me if you're interested.Its gonna be great.
E-mail: mcool007@hotmail.com
Bleah,today I had my 1st taste of playing the bass in front of a congregation.Poor Uncle Yat Nam.Had a back ache,so he took over the drums,and I played the bass.Cool! Just realized tonight gotta study for the stupid accounts exam tomorrow.Tuesday got IT exams.Double Essays!The horror!Wednesday got English exams!What a bother.Exams every week.Datelines are popping up,fast! Oh well,at least today I managed to confirm an assumption,a suspicion that I had in my mind.I guess in a way,my parents were just plain suspicious,and I was just plain naive and hopeful.
Oh well,with that being solved,I've just made up my mind,that this is gonna be like my last blog in ages.Just made a decision to stop going online.Been giving this a lot of thoughts before I made this decision.Its like,going online doesn't bring me much joy and happiness anymore,and nobody actually bothers talking to me.Only a minority.Maybe thats why I feel lonely nowadays?Will still come online when I need to though.Maybe for assignments,projects,or for the youth,as long as its important stuff.Don't think I wanna come online everyday just for the sake of coming online.
What's the use of coming online when you've got nothing to come online for anymore?Used to be so crazily addicted to coming online.I'm probably 1 of the most frequent person online.My friend even told me,"Everytime I go online,sure see you online." Well,old habits die hard,but I'm gonna break it.In a way,I'll be able to concentrate more on my studies,as well as read the Word of God.Mum says in times like these,that I've gotta dig deep.I'll get to pray more too.
Hmm,will enjoy tonight as much as possible.Gonna miss blogging.Its like,an outlet,to vent out frustration,depression,loneliness,sadness,anger,everything thats in me.Really gonna miss it.As for friendster and stuff,I'll still check it out,once in a while.Gonna miss my games too,though I've lost interest in games since the end of SPM.As for those who still wanna contact me,my handphone will always be on.If its extremely important,then I'll take any special request to come online.Sound like celebrity like that. =P
Hopefully,I'll be able to concentrate fully on my other chores.Just keep thinking what I can do such a lot of extra free time that I'm gonna have,but,I'll find stuff to do.Going online was kinda practically what I did everyday,it was almost like,my life.Well,like the book said,I need to broaden my scope of life.Do more stuff.Keep my mind busy.Gonna be a challenge,but I think I can do it,with His help.
Thanks to those who made my day,who had a genuine conversation with me.Andrea,Jerusha,just to name a few.It somehow made me feel better.Tonight,gotta go out with grandparents for dinner.Sorta a belated Father's Day thingy.Oh well,better than staying at home right?Guess that'll be all.Have a good week peeps.Take care,and God bless all of you.Peace out!
Signing out,
-Matt-