Friday, May 26, 2006
Hi peeps.Its Friday.Just had lunch.And now,I'm bored.Its been a lousy week except for a few exceptional moments.Everything went screwed up,except for my results,thank God.Sometimes I wonder when I'll get over the mountain.Once I've reached the peak,only to find,that it goes down another valley and comes up to another mountain.
Sometimes,I find it hard to live the life I lead.I guess I gotta learn to draw my strength from Him.It just kinda sucks when you don't have the mood to do anything,or worse,you lose your will to live.Sigh...I hate myself for feeling like this.We should live our life to the max right?Enjoy everything while we can?I wanna learn how to do that.
Homework also lazy to to.Haha...Stupid accounts la.Everytime got no other homework except accounts.It really sucks.Waiting for June to come.Hopefully it'll be a better month,not to mention extra busy.As if it ain't bad enough,wanted to watch X-men: The Last Stand tomorrow,but the stupid GSC at Midvalley all fully booked.Even Over the Hedge and MI3 also fully booked.Lousy cinema.Go renovate and get more halls la.
Got lots of stuff to do today also.Excluding homework,got other chores and responsibilities to handle.Sigh...I need a holiday.Maybe tomorrow will be a good break.I don't know.Can't wait for my term break,which seems so far away.I need to go out.Well,I don't wanna complain too much.Got lots of good stuff to do in college too. Football twice a week.Chilling with friends.You guys in college make it all fun and worthwhile.
Everytime I'm in college,I forget everything thats ever happened.All my problems disappear.Enjoying myself in college.Hehe...Been going out quite a bit lately.So,its not all gloom.But well,problems always seem to overshadow it all.Sometimes,I feel its way bigger than me.Too much to handle.Tired...Weekends are refreshing.God just works in wonders.Always come back refreshed to face all the nonsense the next week brings.
Didn't think I would be in this situation.Sometimes,I wonder why this happens,or that happens.But well,the only way is to remind myself that all things happen for a reason.Wonder what'll happen next.1 things for sure,I'm gonna be stronger and face it with all I've got,even if I feel like giving up at times.Nothing's gonna hold me back,hopefully.
Blogging's so fun.Can crap and let it all out.It helps a lil. =P That'll be all.Got lots of stuff to do.Lets hope the coming week will be far far better.Screw this week la.Always looking for a better week.I'm sure I'll be seeing 1 real soon.Peace out!
Signing out,
-Matt-
"Thinking of executing the Unthinkable" - Matt